I don't understand

Today my mood is swinging again. My mum is mad at me. Really mad that she doesn't wanna hear any words from me. She's mad because I wake up at 12pm today and yesterday and the day before yesterday, and the other day.

She said that San I & Ji I told her that I wake up at 11 and 12 everyday. So did I?
Obviously, I was out with San I when she was here. We always went out of the house at 10 or even earlier.

When my mum is mad she will always say things that will hurt you so bad.
"What are you doing waking up so late? Do you want me to kick you out of the house? Next time if u still wake up so late I will throw all your clothes away. I will kick you out of the house. I won't give you any penny. You find your own way to get money. You won't be staying in my house. and so on...."

I know when somebody is mad, they tend to said all the things that they don't even wanna say. But it just makes me sad that she doesn't believe me.

My mum wants me to wake up at 6am everyday. I will be when I get a job, but not now. T_T

She said that I can be embarrassed for waking up so late, why can't you? I feel like banging my head to the wall after hearing all of her mumbles.

She's been calling me thrice this afternoon T_T
I don't feel like going back home today, switch off my phone so nobody can reach me. LOL, wanna know how she feels when I'm not there. Of course, I won't be doing so.

I don't feel like eating today. Whoaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa my mood is ruins by this.
I really wish I have a perfect life... where's the shooting star so I can make my wish come true? :-P

I will be gone to the columbarium today. It's time to visit him after a while.
I'm fine now. Fuihhh... and i'm feeling hungry. LOL.