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I am turning 24 this year, mature enough to make my own decision. But, what if nobody cares about your decision and you should do as what they say? Or what if you don't have the guts to share your thoughts?

As a 24 year old woman or shall I say girl? LOL. I have accomplished NOTHING despite my degree in MIS that I didn't even enjoy. I'm ashamed of myself, been spoiling myself with unnecessary shopping spree.
Let alone my career, leave the relationship for now, let's not think about bonding any relationship.
I can't even think of what I'm good at. Looks like I have no talent in anything T_T

It will be good if none of my relatives meddle my life. I have the right to choose. I know they are concern about me, but not too much. It would even be better if all of them have the same suggestion instead of giving me all those talks that makes my head spin and my brain to explode.

Yeah, they've given me a different suggestion and none of it really helps me. It's not that I don't wanna work.

Looks like the world economy won't compromise with me neither way. Why does the recession must happened this year? Come on...

I've been so down lately and don't really wanna talk about this stuff to anybody, I prefer to be alone when i'm not in the mood, so I would just write down all my rants in my blog. Hehe. Somehow, I need help T_T

I know this is something that I shouldn't be stressing about, but frankly speaking, i am a type of person that is overly sensitive about everything. I always care about what other people says though I might look that I don't even bother about it.

I can't simply do the "masuk kuping kiri, keluar kuping kanan". Seriously, I just can't.