Sincerity & It's Value

We must all know the meaning of "sincerity". But are there anyone in this world that are really sincere of what he / she has given to us? I doubt it, even myself... I might say to the others that I'm sincere about it, but the other evil mind in me would still ask for a payback *giggling*

Of course, there are some times in where I'm sincere. LOL.

I have this one story (my own experience) that keeps rambling in my mind. I'm not gonna tell who the person is. But it annoys me so much. I even regret for accepting everything he / she has given me. It makes me feel that I owe him / her a lifetime.

He / she thinks that he / she can repay me by giving me expensive stuffs and I will be happy (of course I'm happy though it won't last long... LOL).

There's this one day where I was tired, I feel terribly sick but I keep it to myself. I saw him / her cleaning and unpacking (my brother was helping him). N.B. His / her children were there too, but they were busy eating and read comics. He / she did not ask for a help from me (he / she usually did).

The next day, my mum throws a tantrum at me for not helping her..... Omigosh.... he / she complained to the other person and that person calls my mum straight away. Does he / she have nothing to do?

They even discuss about other's people marriage. I know they care about them, but why should they interfere other's household affair?

Seriously, I can't live a good life if they are still near me. Unlucky me I can't avoid them >.<
I'll let if flow...

Other thing that I hate is their "status". They are loaded, i'm just living adequately. So they think we are lower than him / her. They are not saying it out loud, but I can see it from the way they talk to me, the way they treat me compared the others. T_T

Anyway, there's one incident happening when I was in Genting with my mum. I feel so bad about it. I'll talk about it in my next entry.