Hello 2011 and Goodbye 2010

Geez, time flies really fast. I haven't updated my blog for such a long time.
I'm kinda upset right now, that is the main reason I started to write again.
Whenever I'm down I've always have the inspiration to write.

To be honest I've never been happy for this couple of months.
So much tension and pressure from my mum it makes me super duper stressed out.

I don't like the idea that she always talks bad things about other's.
I don't like it when she's teasing others.

Rich vs Poor.
Nobody wants to be poor for sure. I don't know how to start the story but it's painful for me to talk about it.
So do you think I'm truly happy to live in the condition i'm in right now?
Yes I might have some luxury handbags that not everyone can buy.
I lived in a house with 3 maids that I don't have to to the house chores.
I don't have to worry about my meals cause they gonna served it for me everyday.
But could it make me happy forever? Nah.... it's for temporary for sure.
What I need right now is to be HAPPY.

Why is it so hard to be happy? *sighs*